Hello Dear Friends,
Each Tuesday evening this past month, I have experienced fullness of heart as I bow and greet each one of you arriving at Sangha House for the first time after more than a year of physical absence. While our home practices have thrived in new ways this past year, the coming together to meditate in the great hall brings joy and a sense of renewal this spring season.
Along with you, I am buoyed by the increased access to vaccinations and health care that will reduce harm via COVID-19 in this coming year and am pleased that so many of you have been fully vaccinated and feel safe returning to our dear Sangha House as the pandemic enters yet another transitional phase.
While the blossoms of spring bring great joy, along with that joy is a sense of anxiety and fear. So much seems to be coming at us, so quickly as we "open up" here in Indiana. I don't know about you, but I am finding the need to look with care and thoughtfulness as I experience the excitement of returning to more freedom of movement within the world.
It's not easy being human and seeing ever more clearly that we are not in control of very much. Anything can happen in any moment. What seemed like the skillful way to live, speak and act last month might not seem so skillful this month. The truth of change.
Really, who wants to feel that raw vulnerability-to feel that they are not in control? What we are doing on this path is opening more and more to this raw vulnerability. To uncertainty, to impermanence. We can feel that vulnerability and realize, "Oh, I'm okay. I’ll be okay."
And we are.
May all of us know peace, joy and strength,
Tammy
tamaradyer6@gmail.com
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